First Semester at Missouri State University
I have now been to each of my fall classes. I have also found my library spot: a corner table surrounded by windows on the second floor, facing one of the few pretty buildings and an array of trees, with the fountain visible behind me. If I leave after my history course on T/R and go to the library to study, I can hear the 12:30 tower bell music. I have decided that it’s time to choose who I’m going to be. I am not brilliant, I am not particularly pretty, my wit does not sparkle and when I sing I am only passable. I have willfully held myself in limbo....
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Spent the morning and afternoon shopping with Mom and attending the Graduation rehearsal. Went to graduation… prepped with Mom’s help, ran into math professor. Greeted Katherine (she came to see me! very sweet). Waited in the long hot hallway with the rest of the graduates for about a half hour. We left to march down the aisles and into our seats… waited through speeches. Our primary speaker was tedious — he recycled a standard diversity speech that he read from seven pages… threw in a bit of mechanical profanity in order to win over the kids....
Read MoreGraduation Preparation
Well! I just completed most of my graduation paperwork. I’ve been cleared and authorized, my cap and gown have been ordered. Tomorrow I need to call and order the honors regalia, but beyond that I’m finished. Except for the 5 classes left to be finished, of course. Ahem. I’ll put together the formal invitations after Spring Break. Meanwhile, I’ve decided that I made the right decision in staying in KC to finish the two-year before transferring. I would have enjoyed being in SPFD at the four year, yes, but the positives to staying have outweighed...
Read MorePatterns of Avoidance
Lorien: {spins in chair, feet tapping with mini pool balls between toes} Mom: Lorien, how is your work coming? L: {spins to face her} M: Whenever you’re getting annoying I know that you’re avoiding something. L: {spins once. taps once} M: Take the toys out of your toes and finish the essay. L: {taps twice} M: {grins} L: {spins to face computer}
Read MoreFencing!
Well! Last night was an excellent night at fencing. The last before the tournament this Saturday. Dad came along and was finally able to watch the entire process, as opposed to my relating each and every minor detail that I could recall. I was pleased. He also spoke to my instructors, and was able to relay their every Lorien-related comment. I was pleased with this, too. I have spent the past two weeks practicing technique, studying how-tos, strategy and fencing forums. My goal has been to defeat the Fencing 2 woman who is competing in our beginner’s...
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I vote as a libertarian constitutionalist influenced by Hayek and Burke, and I think as an anarchist guided by the biblical principles of liberty. My government is strictly bound by the U.S. Constitution. I have fenced foil in a diaper-suit and run for political office in a skirt-suit, but my shoes were always fabulous. Both dreadful politics and inspiring design are likely to make me teary. and yes. I’m a tshirt ninja.




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